Words from a Heretic

Sunday, May 27, 2007

The Final Countdown...

No, this isn't about that slow rock song. I've just recently realized that I'm keeping to many accounts on the net. I'm also fresh out of new and interesting topics. Well, maybe yet unpublishable topics.

So I'll be trying to consolidate all my accounts. I'll also be doing for a sort of hiatus on my blogs.

Well, this has been a good journey so far. But time comes when we have to decide on things.

Anyway, I'll probably be back in a couple of months. So until then...

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Comedy Skits...

Thanks for the laughter Rex Navarette...

SBC Packers - Live



Maritess versus the Superfriends - Flash Movie



Busted Porno Reason - audio



Sex Ed with Tito Boy - audio

Thursday, May 03, 2007

Splitting Ends

Note: This is a reprint of an original article by Adelfo Cyrus Alanis & Kenneth Roland Al. Guda published in the Philippine Collegian sometime in the 90s. If you want to view the original version, just click here.

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The student political party known today as SAMASA hails from a different party alliance bearing a different principle altogether.

Founded in 1980, the original Sandigan ng Mag-aaral para sa Sambayanan (SAMASA) which at its peak was composed of more than 100 member organizations aimed to protect and advance the democratic rights of students. SAMASA sought to pressure the Marcos dictatorship into reinstating the University Student Council (USC) after Marcos abolished it in 1972. However, when the USC was restored a year after, many derivative parties branched out of the mother alliance, such as the Nagkakaisang Tugon (TUGON) and the Independent Student Alliance (ISA). Nevertheless, SAMASA continued to hold sway over campus politics until it suffered its first defeat in 1985.

Thus wrote the present SAMASA when it described the event during that time: "In 1985, SAMASA was tagged as composed of rah-rah activists perennially 'talking above the heads of students.' The students could not identify anymore with the politics of SAMASA, tackling more national issues than local ones."

This observation manifested the beginning of SAMASA's uncertainty, faltering in its analysis of its historical relevance. Choosing to abandon the struggle, it instead complied, even patronized, the present disposition of the students. In assuming a reactive role, it did not attempt to trace the root of student apathy and discontent.

This mystification was further reinforced during the post-EDSA period, when the progressive mass movement itself was experiencing a clouding of its principles. Views such as "democratic space" were being entertained. Some were led to believe that the times were different now, thus calling for different approaches to society's ills. Fancying revisionism and reformism, some of the movement's leaders took to the extent of capitulating. As expected, the periodic context of 1986 trickled down to the student sector, significantly influencing SAMASA's performance in the succeeding years.

Since the "common enemy" - Marcos -- was already vanquished, and the disturbance in the national level was already "pacified," it was thus time to concentrate on local, university concerns. This was reflected in SAMASA's attempt to change its flag's color from red to orange to supposedly tone down its militant image.

Although SAMASA continued to take collective positions regarding national issues such as the US Bases, the alliance's concentration was essentially skewed, leaning towards local concerns. Despite undergoing a consolidation of its ranks, the alliance did not lay emphasis on its political education. SAMASA failed to analyze that present conditions of society have not changed. Instead of reaffirming the struggle, the alliance slackened in its militancy.

This confusion was underscored when the STFAP was introduced by UP President Jose Abueva in 1989. Those who remained militant in the alliance called for its complete rejection while others were willing to settle for revisions as an alternative. In 1991, due to the STFAP, the tuition fee increased from P40 to P200 per unit. SAMASA lost in the elections the following year.

Slowly, the brewing contradictions resulted in a division within the alliance: the "militant bloc" and the "alternative bloc." The attempt towards "unification" within the alliance occasioned the latter to prevail. However, the futility of pursuing such a reformist line was exposed when the tuition fee further increased to P300 in 1992.

But despite the tuition fee increase, SAMASA's alternative bloc was more occupied with winning the next elections. Inspite of the huge setbacks and a substantial slackening of its time-tested militancy, SAMASA leaders refused to engage in serious self-reflection and criticism. Instead, it virtually turned itself into an electoral machine. True enough, SAMASA clinched a landslide victory in 1993 led by USC Chair Teddy Rigoroso. But even though SAMASA was able to secure all the USC posts, no further discussions were conducted regarding the STFAP issue.

Notwithstanding the landslide victory, the internal struggle intensified. But once again, the catchword "unity" - albeit unprincipled - resolved the disparity. This confidence would prove to be the militant bloc's own undoing when it was their initiative to run for the elections in 1994. With minimal support from the alternative bloc, SAMASA candidate for Chairperson Renato Reyes lost by 55 votes to ISA's Ricky Ismael.

SAMASA's defeat led the militant group to reassess its past performance, relearning from history in line with the analysis of the present conditions within society. Attempts towards integrating with the masses, reliving the community experience, even in the countryside were conducted. After one year of rectification, the militant bloc was prepared to assert its conviction.

During the SAMASA Congress in 1995, the militant bloc composed of seven organizations asserted that the alliance uphold its historical and traditional role. Noel Colina, one of the leaders of the "militant bloc," said that their group called for an assessment of more than ten years of SAMASA history.

"We were still calling for unity of the alliance," said Colina. This time, though, the militant bloc stood by their principles. The bloc relayed their assessment of the SAMASA history, based on the alliance's principles, and enjoined the body in further assessing history and present conditions. The alternative bloc, now composing majority of the Executive Committee (EC) of the alliance, vehemently ignored such calls.

The arguments presented during the Congress highlighted extreme differences between the two blocs. principles, analyses and directions between the two blocs. Using the SM strike which occured the previous year, the alternative bloc even ventured to weigh the gains that the students derived for participating in such an "outside concern." This tendency utterly invalidated the alliance's confidence in the basic masses sector from which it attributes the party's name - Sandigan para sa Masa - confirmed the complete digression in principles, analyses, and directions on the part of the reformist bloc. The stage was thus set for the split this time. There was no room for unification, nor compromise.

"It was dragging on, going nowhere," recalled Colina. "The alternative bloc was consolidating their ranks, in an effort to foil our initiatives." In frustration, representatives from the seven organizations comprising the militant bloc, composed of the original founding members of the 1980 SAMASA, walked out of the Congress and formalized the split.

The walk-out, Colina maintains, was not because they no longer believed in SAMASA. Rather, they wanted to uphold the principles that SAMASA stood for when it was first founded. "SAMASA's student leadership," according to Colina, "found its strength in uniting the students' struggle for democratic rights with the people's struggle for genuine liberation," a basic premise which the reformist bloc was prepared to disown.

The militant group formed their own alliance carrying SAMASA's original name (Sandigan ng mga Mag-aaral para sa Sambayanan) with a qualifier - Tunay, Militante, at Makabayang Alyansa (TMMA). In 1996, SAMASA-TMMA would spearhead the formation of the Student Alliance for the Advancement of Democratic Rights in UP (STAND-UP), an alliance espousing the very same principles the original SAMASA stood for in its formative years.

Both STAND-UP and today's SAMASA claim historical lineage from the original SAMASA. The group, which held on to SAMASA - at least in name and logo - changed the terms the initials stood for into what is now known as the Sandigan para sa Mag-aaral at Sambayanan.

The "loyal" bloc argued that the times called for less "dogmatic" and more "creative" forms of student leadership, disowning 'traditional' forms of protest like mass mobilizations and pickets. "We in SAMASA have always believed that every generation defines for itself, its own meaning of service and sacrifice," according to Jeremiah Asis, when he ran for USC chair under SAMASA after the split. "We have to consider the contextual condition which we now face and let these hundreds or millions of definitions go through a collective process." However, as to what definition of service and the present contextual conditions the alliance adhered to, Asis and SAMASA did not specify.

"They were using the catchword 'Generation X,'" explains Colina. "The youth of today are confused, therefore, according to their logic, it is futile to enlighten them through 'orthodox' means. You have to let them be, find their own meaning. This is very dangerous: it brings the students to complacency and a false sense of hope."

Only time can fully unmask the extent of regression SAMASA underwent.

Saturday, April 28, 2007

Summer Nostalgia

Around this time, a year ago, I was involved in something that was to become a turning point in the history of our comapny. As a background, company where I work is composed of highly intelligent people with their own idiosyncracies. Well, studies do show that there is a thin line between intelligence and insanity.

At this time, a year ago, a group of people decided to have fun. They decided to share what little abilities they have to others but express it in their own unique way.

Thus, in the summer of 2006, the skeleton of what was to become the CC Newswire was born. It started with a simple e-mail from a group of allegedly good basketball players called the CC All-Stars. The mail was about their exploits in their weekly games with bums. Then followed the Dancing Belles. A group of girls who showed us that swaying your hips isn't as easy as it looks. And of course, who could forget the CC Elite Swimming Team.

I don't have copies anymore of their first exploits. Suffice to say, these three groups where the backbone of a certain content that was probably one of the reasons why major changes occured in the office environment.

How was I involved? I was the one who sent the emails. Never denied it even once. But I stand my ground and say that it was and always is for fun.

So to the All-Stars, Dancing Belles, and Elite Swimming Team, cheers!

We had the time of our lives!

Since I have problems uploading an mp3 file, I'll just put it the lyrics. It's a little something from Green Day.

Another turning point
A fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist
Directs you where to go
So make the best of this test
And don't ask why
It's not a question
But a lesson learned in time

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

So take the photographs
And still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf of good health
And good time
Tattoos of memories
And dead skin on trial
For what it's worth
It was worth all the while

It's something unpredictable
But in the end is right
I hope you had the time of your life

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Simply Lucky

I've been having trouble lately on what to write this blog of mine. It's not for lack of an idea mind you. Rather it's the opposite but in a different way. I've got so many things on my mind that I can't seem to zero in on a particular topic. So one day, I managed to talk to a friend who suggested that I write about my holy week vacation slash bonding slash gimik. Well, he has actually already written something about it, which I find hard to beat. If you are interested, you can view it here.

So on to my version then.

As a sneak peak, the trip was one big example of how lucky we were. It was as if everything seemed to go our way. It made me realize that the universe does sometimes work to your favor. Anyway, I'll start. I think this is the part where it gets all hazy so as to confirm that we are indeed having a flashback episode.

Well to start off, like any other trip, planning was essential. We had to decide where to go and who would actually go. As with everything else in the world, money was the main concern. The amount needed for the food and the lodging was already agreed on. What remained was how to get there and back to Cebu on the cheapest possible. I haven't mentioned that we were going to Dumanjug/Moalboal right?

We debated for awhile if we were to take the bus or just get a v-hire. For those doesn't know what a "v-hire" is, well, it's your loss. So we eventually decided to just meet where we were supposed to and decide from there. This is where our first luck happened. As it turned out, resident sexy girl Steffy, managed to get a mode of transportation. We only needed to pay for the fuel and the driver. But with this, I knew one problem was already solved.

I won't bore you with what we did before going our way but I have to mention though two people. Domeng, or Little Nicky as it was eventually revealed, gets a special award for being the best in costume. Rousy, also gets a point for being the most kikay. Why that is, ask her yourself.

Actually, I slept most of the time we were on the road to Dumanjug. But again, I won't bother telling you what was in my mind that time.

So there we were in Carlo's hacienda between the mountain and the deep blue sea. We rested for a bit and then went off to Moalboal. Everyone wanted to go swimming. Me? I wanted to eat the friggin' pork.

So let's stop for a minute. If you've noticed, I haven't actually mentioned who were going on the trip. But if you've been paying attention, I've already mentioned some of them.

Guess I'll have to stop here and continue this some other time.

Thursday, February 15, 2007

A little bit of Math humor...

Got nothing to do... anyway, sa maka understand lang.

Definitions of Terms Commonly Used in Math

CLEARLY: I don't want to write down all the in-between steps.

TRIVIAL: If I have to show you how to do this, you're in the wrong class.

OBVIOUSLY: I hope you weren't sleeping when we discussed this earlier, because I refuse to repeat it.

RECALL: I shouldn't have to tell you this, but for those of you who erase your memory tapes after every test, here it is again.

WITHOUT LOSS OF GENERALITY: I'm not about to do all the possible cases, so I'll do one and let you figure out the rest.

ONE MAY SHOW: One did, his name was Gauss.

IT IS WELL KNOWN: See "Mathematische Zeitschrift'', vol XXXVI, 1892.

CHECK FOR YOURSELF: This is the boring part of the proof, so you can do it on your own time.

SKETCH OF A PROOF: I couldn't verify the details, so I'll break it down into parts I couldn't prove.

HINT: The hardest of several possible ways to do a proof.

BRUTE FORCE: Four special cases, three counting arguments, two long inductions, and a partridge in a pair tree.

SOFT PROOF: One third less filling (of the page) than your regular proof, but it requires two extra years of course work just to understand the terms.

ELEGANT PROOF: Requires no previous knowledge of the subject, and is less than ten lines long.

SIMILARLY: At least one line of the proof of this case is the same as before.

CANONICAL FORM: 4 out of 5 mathematicians surveyed recommended this as the final form for the answer.

THE FOLLOWING ARE EQUIVALENT: If I say this it means that, and if I say that it means the other thing, and if I say the other thing...

BY A PREVIOUS THEOREM: I don't remember how it goes (come to think of it, I'm not really sure we did this at all), but if I stated it right, then the rest of this follows.

TWO LINE PROOF: I'll leave out everything but the conclusion.

BRIEFLY: I'm running out of time, so I'll just write and talk faster.

LET'S TALK THROUGH IT: I don't want to write it on the board because I'll make a mistake.

PROCEED FORMALLY: Manipulate symbols by the rules without any hint of their true meaning.

QUANTIFY: I can't find anything wrong with your proof except that it won't work if x is 0.

FINALLY: Only ten more steps to go...

Q.E.D. : T.G.I.F.

PROOF OMITTED: Trust me, it's true.

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Looking Forward: Now What?

2007 for me started off badly. An earthquake in Taiwan disrupted internet connections in the Philippines. I don't know why but it just is. So we had to catch up with stories especially with the newsletter's price going up. Anyway, I realize that I had been so busy that I forgot the one thing that was important. I was starting to forget how to live life. I had been so buried in my work that I had somewhat blocked the rest of the world.

It's a good thing that my cousin asked help for her thesis. Thus, I managed to find a short time to write this entry.

First things first, how was 2006? Well, it was literally a roller coaster ride for me. There were ups and downs. Sort of like a sine graph.

To start off, in January, two of my teammates got promoted but were transferred to other teams. It was a mixed emotion. I was happy but at the same time sad. It was also during this month that I sort of made a fool of myself. How? Sang in front of my officemates during my boss' birthday party.

Then in April I got promoted to managing editor. More pay but tons of work. As a everyone's favorite wall-crawler would say, with great power comes great responsibility.

June (or July I think) marked the officialy release of the "dreaded" newswire.

September was the month, I believe, for me. First, I went to Manila and got to see and talk to my ex after five years. She is still a dear friend, mind you. Of course, it was also my birthday. But the biggest event though was breaking up with my then current girlfriend. One month short of us celebrating what was to be two years.

In October I got suspended, with pay, with pay, with pay. We also had a "restructuring" in the office. It was also during this month that a newbie in the office got to be a close friend. Before you think of anything else, yes, the noobs a she. In fact, she's the younger sister of another friend and is also from Iligan. Oh, and I also joined a dance presentation during our annual office activity at Cebu's family park.

In November I got involved in something what most people would say I shouldn't have.

Finally in December, I once again joined a dance presentation (what is it with dances?) at our Christmas party. The most memorable event though was when I went to Bicol and spend the holidays with my grandmother. Words can't really express what I felt when I saw her smile upon seeing me.

So that's it. The year that was. Question is, what now? What is in store for me this coming year?

Simple. I don't freakin know. But that won't stop me. Going into the unknown has always been a challenge for me.

Buit being the person that I am, there are already tentative plans in store. Well, three plans so far. A visit to tops in February. A Bohol getaway in March. A Boracay escapade in July. Cool huh?

By the way, I had a haircut this January 2007. Talk about doing something new.